Laughed until we cried..

I just listened to a song by Jason Aldean called Laughed Untinl We Cried. It's country. I like country but regardless, it made me cry. I don't cry easily but this one hit a nerve. It talked about being in high school and like I don't know just going on vacation with your friends and being happy and laughing until you can't anymore. I miss those days. Things were a hell of a lot easier. Things have changed so much since then. I've changed so much, it's unbelieveable. My life is much better now though so I guess I don't really miss it that much. Then the song talked about this grandfather and the family gathering around the christmas tree and everyone telling stories and stuff and laughing really hard and it being the grandfather's last christmas. So then I thought about my family and the rare times when everyone is all together and how much fun we have and how my nana is always the center of attention. I just wish those times would happen more often. You know? I don't know, this is depressing.
I really want to go shopping and buy new clothes but I don't have a lot of cashmoney for the 99 and the 2000 right now. Fuck. aklsjdlakdjalkdja.
I just got really annoyed.

-- Jenmurda.