Creepy Professor Party Time..

I went to a party at Dr. Saladino's hizzle today. Man. It was craaaaaazy. First of all, everyone forgot directions, so we were following this kid Jonathan there and I swear to christ he was driving like literally 110 miles an hour, because I was going at least 95 and still couldnt catch up to him. So there we are, no directions, trusting pure instinct hah but we caught up eventually and followed them to the house. Speaking of it was absolutely gorgeous. It was this huge lake house, with pillars and white leather couches and a huge kitchen and even bigger basement. A beautiful outside deck with a fantastic view. I thought that this party was going to be mad creepy but it was actually really really fun. Dr. Duffy and his wife and dog were there so I was pumped that I finally got to meet them hahah. Pedersen made it, as well as Dr. Touhey, wife and son in tow, along with Dr. Coniglio and not to mention 15 students, total. Linda brought JimCasey and big jake with her, so that was a good time. We got some cute pictures, ate Saladino home cooked food and hung out. We ended up staying a lot longer than we originally planned but it's all good. It was a good day altogether. It made me realize how lucky I am to have such fantastic friends. It also made me feel a little better knowing that I'm going to have good people in my labs next year, people I get along with and stuff because I'm not with my chemfam next year so I was worried about it haha I'm such a freaking nerd. But I can bet anyone that I'm 100 percent different than any science major you've ever met. That's for sure.

Also, it made me kind of sad that Saladino was living in that huge beautiful house, with his nice... well pretty much everything haha all by himself. He has all these beautiful things and no one to share them with. It just made me sad I think because I pictured myself in that situation. Like, me in this huge house, with everything I could ever want, and it was just me, alone. I have a feeling I'm heading there, with a bunch of cats. =( haha I hate when this happens. Forreal. Like, I just feel lonely sometimes. Like right now is a perfect example, when we got back from the party, Lindsay was going to her boyfriends house, Megan was going to go back to school and then home with her boyfriend for today/sunday, Sallyann and Tracy were going back to her house to hang out, Linda and JimCasey were going to jersey to hang out with her family, and where am i? I'm home. By myself. It just kind of sucks sometimes when everyone's like OH im going to go do this with my bf or I bought him such and such for christmas and I kind of sit there like "well this is nice".

My life will never change. It doesn't matter how old I get, I always feel the same.

- Jen