Oh man.

I was in a relatively good mood today. And then I went out for a while and came home and completely deflated. I have no idea why. I'm not mad or anything I'm just incredibly... sad? lonely? Something like that. It's just weird because there's no real reason for it. Nothing that I could think of anyway. Maybe it's one of those like under the surface things that's bothering you but you don't want to admit it's bothering you therefore you have no desire to figure out what it is.
I think I might need to get out of this town, like bad. I'm so sick of the same thing, all the godddamn time.
My life is at a stand still it feels like. I'm sick of living for everyone else. I want to do my own thing, what's the problem with that you ask? I don't know how.

-- Jen.